The call of the producer, “Sergiu Nicolaescu”: that people should go out on the markets …to defend the revolutionary conquest (Who was craving for it?) didn’t wasted in van, doing probably the trick (in “Baia Mare”, too, his call gathered that group, that in the end divided) only that in here there was nobody to make a stand against …others, but in Cluj, the ensoul of Transylvania, there were SHOOTING, there were DIEING.
On December 22 after I got home and I turned on the TV, my soul weighted from a real patriotism (different form the one at the show, till then) and I was sure to leave to Cluj, to give a helping hand there. It was a matter that certified as time went by and it lasted until, after the revolution when the television presented the desperate situation of the crippled ones by that time that couldn’t be treated inside the country, their prosthesis could not be made having no money (from where?), they “became” something that nobody needed. They became annoying with all their needs. But before all this, before this sad episode of life, the whole country population was capable of supreme sacrifice. The life we had until then, the unbearable come back to the humbleness of the material things and spiritual feed, made most of us incapable of cherishing our own life and freedom. You must always remember that the first man shot from Cluj was a young student that went without fear in front of his so called criminals. He made this step with a unique apathy and carelessness, even depreciative. The firing party acknowledged him in his last moment that the value of life in this country, in that moment, was nothing. Otherwise how can someone explain this murder in which nobody had nothing to give and nothing to take?
The place of the future Orthodox Cathedral from “Baia Mare” was consecrated, few knowing (maybe not even the heads of the church) that people who wished to be build in its foundation existed, so that they could give a meaning to their insignificant life, that nobody else cherished. The feeling of vanity tears to pieces humans bursts beliefs, and then in that extreme point we were with the ethic, us the brave Romanian nationality.
Many did not even have the power and the will to tell once again to all PEOPLE that in order to be HUMAN first of all you have to respect your fellow; throwing their own lives … in death.